1. Shy

    I’m soooooo shy IRL, the ultimate introvert. I’ve had too many people tell me this week that I’m super quiet. I finally stood up for myself at work this week and said things I needed to say but I was still nervous and still keep to myself during breaks and lunch.

    I need to be social. I want to make friends online to help me though what I have to do on a daily basis. Why is it so hard for me to find friends? I don’t want to beg or stalk but I don’t know how to start. How do you find friends online?

  2. It’s exhausting to hate myself as much as I do.

  3. never ending…

    so I haven’t been on this account in months. I need motivation to help me loose weight. I’m also looking for friends/someone to relate too. I’m going to college and working full time. I would like to connect with people that are in my position. I would like to see real, live weight loss and meet blogging friends. please, if any one is reading this, connect with me!

  4. Weigh in Tuesday

    First week down, I lost 2.8 lbs so I’m now officially 180 lbs.

    I’m having trouble eating all of my points throughout the day. I always have 6 or 7 left over.

    This week I want to:

    • work out more
    • eat more protein
    • try to get in my oils
    • track better
    • plan ahead so I can eat all of my daily points
    • spend less time on the internet, I should tell myself I can’t get online until I workout for the day, but I know that will never happen.

  5. vent

    I’m looking for people to follow that are real about their weight loss. I’m sick of seeing college age girls (like myself) say that they are losing weight “the healthy way” but all they post are pictures of tight tummies and girls with skinny legs. I’m all about looking for pictures for motivation every once in a while, but my dash is full of these pictures. My husband looked over to see what I was looking at and thought it was porn with the amount of skin that was showing.

    let’s be real, peeps

    & do it the REAL healthy way

  6. Finally went back for an official weigh in

    This morning I went to my first weight watchers meeting in over a year to learn more about PPV and the new program.

    I weighed in at 182.8 and I get 32 points a day

    I’m really excited and I hope my excitement can carry me through and get me to my goal weight. This is my 3rd go at weight watchers: my first time I lost over 40 lbs, my second time I didn’t really but forth the effort and ended up quitting but I feel like I’ve wasted enough time being fat and unhappy and I’m really ready to change and but forth the effort to make it happen.

    Let’s go!

  7. My first Jazz game of the season will be tomorrow night! I’m super excited because they broke they’re losing streak against the Lakers last night at the Staples Center!

    My first Jazz game of the season will be tomorrow night! I’m super excited because they broke they’re losing streak against the Lakers last night at the Staples Center!

  8. »  Fatty Struggles.: 31 Ways to Motivate Yourself to Exercise “80 percent of success is...

    fattystruggles:

    31 Ways to Motivate Yourself to Exercise


    “80 percent of success is showing up.” – Woody Allen

    Post written by Leo Babauta. Follow me on Twitter.

    How do you find motivation to exercise when you just don’t feel like getting off your butt? I ask myself this question every now and…

  9. "Unlimited Tip: Many of us are taught to settle & made to feel guilty if we are single-minded about going after something we want. We go on to believe that our desires are selfish, our self-love is arrogant & pompous. Society tells us it is okay to want things, but only within reason & at a price. We’re allowed to want comfort, but in due time & within limits. Ask yourself this: how much deprivation, how much self-effacement must you suffer through before you act on your desire for meaning & fulfillment? Before it’s your turn to thrive in your life, instead of barely surviving it? Some people live their dreams. WHY NOT YOU?"
    Jillian Michaels

  10. Alcohol

    chubbybitchhh:

    Well, It looks like if I want to get drunk on the weekends, I will have to fucking not eat that whole day I plan on drinking…I mean, I’ll be able to eat. But it will just be apples and carrots for ME.

    1 light beer = 4pts

    1 shot of vodka= 4 points

    1 shot of rum= 4 points

    1 shot of Whiskey= 4 points

    Well, I can see why Chelsea Handler never did Weight Watchers…not that she ever needed to, but you get my point.

    Good news: One cup of cranberry juice is only 1 point.

About me

5' 9'' UGW: 130-135 lbs
Highest weight: 199 lbs
Lowest weight: 118 lbs
Current weight: 170 lbs

let's say my name is missy marlow. i'm 24 from UT.
closet gypsy
all names will be changed to protect the innocent.
@lustorenvy

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